A realization

[tcepsa]

I may Need need to get my internal roleplay engine back online. I also need to realize that it's been about fifteen years since I used it with anyone else, so trying to start having that kind of interaction with people is going to take some serious refurbishing (to say nothing of having to overcome a small mountain of inhibitions, shynesses, and anxieties hadn't really had time to form when I started playing like that the first time).