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I love weather like this! The trees and grass and other plants covered in a sheath of frosty ice... everything swathed in a fuzzy, misty grey glow, rain falling gently making that distinctive pitter-patter sound (my rosebush vines look awesome! I wish I'd had time to take more pictures!)
Of course, I'd really love to spend today wrapped up in blankets with someone close to me and sipping hot chocolate and maybe baking cookies or something and playing with my computer or studying something that I want to learn more about... but that's true about pretty much every day ^_^ I'm primarily glad that my mental state is currently such that thinking about things like that make me feel happy and glowy, instead of sad and lonely and yearning and wistful. (okay, so maybe I'm a little bit yearning still, but it's the kind of yearning that knows it'll get what it wants fairly soon, it just wants it now; it's the kind that makes birthdays and Christmas and other things much-looked-forward-to that much more enjoyable once they have arrived. A good kind of yearning ^_^)
In the meantime, I take today carefully, one cautious step at a time (a gash in my thumb from a fall on the backdoor stairs last night before I went to bed acting as a reminder), savoring the reminder to slow down and enjoy what I can.
Of course, I'd really love to spend today wrapped up in blankets with someone close to me and sipping hot chocolate and maybe baking cookies or something and playing with my computer or studying something that I want to learn more about... but that's true about pretty much every day ^_^ I'm primarily glad that my mental state is currently such that thinking about things like that make me feel happy and glowy, instead of sad and lonely and yearning and wistful. (okay, so maybe I'm a little bit yearning still, but it's the kind of yearning that knows it'll get what it wants fairly soon, it just wants it now; it's the kind that makes birthdays and Christmas and other things much-looked-forward-to that much more enjoyable once they have arrived. A good kind of yearning ^_^)
In the meantime, I take today carefully, one cautious step at a time (a gash in my thumb from a fall on the backdoor stairs last night before I went to bed acting as a reminder), savoring the reminder to slow down and enjoy what I can.
